What have I learned this week? Well I have learned that sometimes being in a house in the silence is truly something that is needed so you can refocus on yourself. That sometimes we get so busy with everyone else in our lives that we need to have a moment or two to reflect upon ourselves. This is my week for it. Dennis, DW, Dalton, and Wyatt are all gone to Boy Scout camp for a week. I have Garon here but I have kinda kicked him out through out the week so momma could get some momma time.
One thing I have learned about myself is though, I don't handle stress well. This week we ran out of ice at the snow cone shop. You cant make snow cones if you dont have ice to make it with. I have sat and cried over the lost sales today becuase of it. I have had my bubble popped in the business world when I go to buy more ice and get told that "You are just a small fish in the ice business, so I have none to sell to you!" So guess what Reddy Ice I will now drive to New Braunsfel to get ice because THEY want my business! And they are upset that they cant deliver here because we are out of their district. They have product that we need but cant help but they will save me some to come and get.
I have learned though I am an eatter when it comes to stress, when I am mad I just want to eat anything and everything healthy or unhealthy! That when I chose the unhealthy food it doesn't make me feel better, in fact its making me sick to my stomach!
I have feel like I am swimming along with a broken arm barely staying afloat. I have the peace to know that tomorrow will get better but today is just one of those days.
I have kept up my food journal and its shown that I have been very moody this week, and have made some great choices but I have also made some bad choices, but you know what THATS OK! Sure its a struggle but isnt life?
OH I have also started doing a Bible reading when I am hungry. Before I go and get something to eat I stop and read a radom passage to see if I am really hungry or Hungry.(Refer back to another blog about little h or H) Its helped me remain focused on whats important. Although today being the kind of day it is even that did not quintch the thirst or want that I craved.
Tomorrow is another day, it will be better than today and I will have my smile back. I won't grit my teeth to pretend its a good day because Good Lord willing I will wake up in the morning and that makes it a good day, and I wont let the devil get his foothold on me!
Jen
To the world, you are one person, to one person, you are the world!
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